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God,,,How I hate him!!!!
I always pray that he'll be dead soon,,I'm sorry but I can pretend that I'm happy as daughter,,I know I'm not perfect but I think I deserve better than this. I'm not asking for ridiculous thing,,I just want the equality in my life.

I never make him upset, bothering him,or even make him must spent much money for me,,but why it seems that I'm not good enough to be favorite child. I wont be so jealous if I'm a bad person,,,I am better than his favorite son!!!